Mr Tall's habits

So I've chatted to Mr Tall every day this week online which has been great and we've booked a phone date in for Friday night again. I dunno if I can cope on just phone dates.

His flatmate got on his computer today and we had a conversation about all of Mr Tall's bad habits it was quite funny.

Bad Habit 1. Walks around the house all day in his boxers (and that's a bad habit because????)

Bad Habit 2. He picks his nose and then flicks his snot on the floor (Ewwwwww ok that's grim)

Bad Habit 3. He leaves little parcels on the sofa and when I say parcels I mean parcels (flatmate you're making this up aren't you)

I know he does the first bad habit as for the other 2 I am not convinced.

Second thoughts!!!!

We had our phone date last night. It was great to finally catch up with him properly and not online. I think we chatted for over a hour and things were cool. You know he complimented my smile and me in general. I didn't ask him where he thought this was heading but he was going out with a friend to their Christmas meal and I advised him what the best outfit to wear would be. It was great it really was and I guess it has left me unclear about things. I don't think we're an item because of the distance but at the same point we are sure acting like one. I am beginning to get a little scared now, just because I don't see how it can work and at the moment I really really want it to. If only he lived in my city and preferably round the corner from me, that would be so helpful.

Daydream believer.

I heard my office door close, and looked up, to my disbelief he was stood there, with nothing on but a santa hat. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. He looked at me, he caught my eye, he smirked and then his eyes lowered. My heart skipped a beat, I could feel every swallow in my throat, my thighs began to throb. Then a cheeky smirk appeared on my face as I rose from my chair. We walked slowly towards each other not losing eye contact and then I reached out, ran my hand down his chest, ran my fingers over his firm stomach, he grabbed my waist and pulled me too him, pressing my body against his, we held each other tight.

Then I realised that my to do pile was the same size as it was 3 hours ago and I shouldn't be daydreaming about Mr Tall in work time. Damn it.

This has long post potential

Mr Tall hasn't been online much lately which has meant there hasn't been much communication. I never did receive a call from him over the weekend. He has been online this morning though and we caught up briefly which was good and we managed to organise a time Friday night for him to call me and have a chat. I am going to try and talk him into visiting for a few days or something as this distance issue is not fun at the moment.

I had to stay at work late last night we had a training session with all department heads and as everyone's shifts rarely cross the 9-5s had to fit in with the out of hour shifts (again). I so don't get this way of work - it meant that I wasn't home until gone 10pm. Anyhow, there were about 40 of us in this training session and although my team was on a different table to Jerk Boy's we managed to communicate by facial expressions all night long which was making me laugh. At about 9pm I just made the biggest yawn you'd ever seen and Jerk Boy caught my eye, and made a look to say "I completely understand I am bored out of my brain too". This training session was the first of 4 sessions and they are killer boring and killer long. It seems that with the run up to Christmas me and Jerk Boy will be working alongside each other a lot more frequently again but it's not a bad thing, as with Mr Tall being such a prominent part of my life at the moment. Jerk Boy has definitely gone back into friend mode.

ok maybe this post wont be as long as I thought!

Tomorrow - it's only a day away.

I had 1 text from Mr Tall this weekend. 1. That's not good. I also received 1 text from Jerk Boy and that's not good either. I also bumped into Climber Dude at a friend's christening and he invited me out for lunch with him and another friend, I already had plans and said no, but the fact he asked isn't good either altho I am beginning to admire his persistance.

I'm feeling all a bit strange about Mr Tall. I've mentioned him to a few friends out of my excited state and now I am feeling a bit crap because I thought we were gona chat on Saturday and all I got was a text saying we'll chat later and as yet later hasn't arrived apparently. I'm beginning to think in true Gretta style I've been swept up in the moment although I dunno I had a strong feeling he had been too so maybe he's just getting freaked like blokes do and I'll hear from him tomorrow. I hope so, I so want to hear from him tomorrow.

*claps hands excitedly*

Mr Tall called me this morning *giggle*. I was at work and I answered. Naughty Gretta - because I was at work I couldn't talk properly and I was trying to be discreet I am sure I sounded like a right buffhead. Anyway, because I couldn't chat properly he said he'd try to call again Saturday depending on if he's busy or not - he said if he's busy he'd text me to tell me that he wont be calling. Is this guy for real? Man.

Like I said there are complications with Mr Tall and one of those complications is he doesn't live anywhere near me, this is why he has to find approriate times to call and we find ourselves emailing each other. The other slight complication is something I only found out today, he suffers from a sleep deprevation disorder. Now I don't actually have an issue with the fact that he has an illness but he hasn't told me how serious it is. I've looked it up and some of the effects aren't exactly ideal for someone like me but I guess I need to find out the severity of it.

However, complications aside Mr Tall is amazing, we have a similar sense of humour and he is a very driven person despite setbacks. I got to say a quick hello to his flat mate too when he called earlier which was mad as I feel as if he's introducing me to his mates - which is madness really. I think he's as smitting as me.

I'm smitting.

Add, Subtract, Mulitply & Devision - Devision, Devision.

Mr Tall tried to ring me yesterday but I missed his call, then he text me just to tell me he'd tried to call but is now going to bed so he'll try and catch me in the week. Grrr can't believe I missed his call - silly busy Gretta.

Anyway, I saw Climber Dude yesterday he happened to mention he hasn't caught up with me in a while - why doesn't he get it, I don't mind hanging with him in a group but not 1 on 1 I'm not up for it, I'm not doing it, the more you suggest it the more I am gona run a mile in the opposite direction and avoid you for the rest of my life.

I had a one to one with the boss today and we're looking into my progression options - FINALLY. I came away from the meeting feeling great so that was all good.

Not much more to add.

Bloody Hell

Mr Tall.
Mr Tall.
Mr Tall.

He doesn't understand what he's doing to me. I've just gone ridiculously stupid I feel like a kid. I can't wait to talk to him, I miss him after a day I've not spoken to him and I look forward to the compliments he showers me with. He called me his gorgeous chick today. He said I was his. I blushed and he saw. I blushed, I went red, I couldn't control the heat that suddenly filled my cheeks this was not good and to top off, my now super red cheeks, I have butterflies in my stomach constantly and I swear if they continue I am gona not be able to hold my food - ok that's probably TMI. My colleague caught me smiling while typing a report and said to me

"Gretta, I think that there's going to be a change in your life isn't there? and there is finally going to be an end to this very long era? Because surely you're not smiling about that report"

OMFG am I being that blatent - seems so.

Then the boss rang me and I started singing to him down the phone. I sang to my boss down the phone - what the crap am I doing. What the crap is Mr Tall doing to me and why the crap did I sing to my boss down the phone.

Anyway, on the plus side Mr Tall has asked for my number he wants to phone me. This is good right? This has to be good. I want him to call though *looks at phone* ring phone ring.

Bloody Hell I've got it bad.

Against all odds.

Mr Tall has me all in a tiz. I have known him for about 2 weeks and already our conversations have covered these things:-

Where we see ourselves in 5 years time

How many children we want

What pets we like

What sort of house set up we'd idealy live in

Dream jobs verses reality

The best places we've travelled already

The places we still want to visit

What we can cook

Past serious relationships

We haven't discussed if we like each other and already I fear things are moving far to quickly and as per usual it's going to blog up in my face but I can't seem to slow it down or stop it. So how much do you wana bet that I am gona be hurting like hell after this one. I am thinking the odds are high.

You can compare my weekend to the noise that is made when you let air out of a balloon slowly.

So my weekend didn't go off with a bang more of a slight fizzle. I was looking hot but Pilot was a no show so it was pointless. I spent most of the night bickering with Jerk Boy he was being a git and rubbing me up the wrong way. The party was alright bar the bickering and freezing my butt off - wearing a skirt to watch fireworks is not the done thing. I blame Pilot.

At the moment there is a newbie man on the scene, we'll call him 'Mr Tall' He's 6 foot 3, blonde and seems to have taken a huge shine to me which is very flattering indeed. As always there are a few minor complications but it seems 'Mr Tall' has a lot of potential. I'll keep you updated.

Chris - short and sweet do you?

Gun-powder Treason and BANG....

I am going to a party Saturday night. A firework party at my friend's house. It seems that Pilot may make an appearance also Jerk Boy will certainly be there. Should make for an interesting Saturday night. I spoke to Pilot's brother yesterday who informed me that Pilot was around this weekend and if he doesn't go clubbing with his mates he is more than likely gona come to the party with him.

I however know that Pilot loves his clubbing and think that he wont be there but just in case he is I am going to make sure that I am looking good. The one good thing is that if Jerk Boy is at the party it means we wont have out usual text conversation, so that's good.

My weekend may go off with a bang. I hope all you guys have a great banging weekend ;).