Boring!

Teddy emailed me saying he might visit in May 11.

I don't even know what I think about that anymore.

He probably won't even make it.

No thank you

So met the guy, his arms weren't even that good and not my type at all. Oh well.

Saw CD this weekend, didn't speak to him but I actually felt nothing. That was until my mate rang and said we're going to the pub for a catch up tonight if you wana come oh and CD is going to be there. I just decided not to go. When I saw him I didn't feel anything but the thought of a few friends in an intimate session at the pub with him. NO THANKS!

Good Arms!

I'm going to a party tomorrow night and a friend of mine has told me there is a guy going that she thinks I will hit it off perfectly with because he's into climbing.

Right so because he's into climbing I'm going to get on with him? What? because I dated someone else who was into climbing and that ended in disaster? and the fact that I have a ridiculous fear of heights and couldn't think of anything worse than climbing on rocks? - right then we're definitely going to hit it off?

Gretta: So friend how old is he?

Friend: Ahh I don't know..

Gretta: Right ok what does he do?

Friend: Something in IT but I don't know what?

Gretta: ok do you anything else about him apart from the fact he's into climbing?

Friend: No not really, I've only met him once before, but I think he's single, he's nice looking and he's got good arms.

Gretta: Ahhh good arms - now I understand. You're right we're definitely going to hit it off.

The girl's got nothing

I've got no man to talk about today.

I've got nothing I particular want to say.

Christmas is exciting

Life is not quite as exciting as the prospect of Christmas.

Dateless but not desperate is how I feel at the moment.

Quietness

So I eventually tried to contact Jerkboy yesterday evening. He ignored me. I wasn't impressed. Turns out he was on a date. He kept the date really quiet if I hadn't tried to contact him I would have never known. I'm not jealous in the slightest which is why I know my funny the other day was probably just in my head!

Mr Tall was on msn today and we had a long chat. It was really good, he opened up about his ex and how she was feeling how he was feeling. He was opening up and I think that was good for him, what he needed. I always had a soft spot for Mr Tall I just don't actually believe he's the best thing for me.

Snap out of it!

I've had a few texts lately from Mr Tall but no invite for a drink or anything the last text I got was yesterday morning and it was just a complete crappy text - I think he just wants the attention adn,I just don't seem to be that bothered to make the effort . I just get the impression he's after a rebound girl after his recent break up I can't be rebound girl.

JerkBoy and I have had a bit of a funny weekend to tell you the truth. Ended up spending the whole day with him Saturday and the afternoon and evening with him Sunday, by the end of the weekend it just felt like we'd gotten a bit too close again, again!! It's so stupid, I'm now on a 'i'm refusing to contact jerkboy mission' and he seems to be on a 'im refusing to contact Gretta mission' because I haven't heard from him since Sunday nor have I contacted him and usually we will send the odd text but it's like we're both avoiding. I don't know why we do it to ourselves it's beginning to happen so often we just get a little too friendly and then both freak out and start avoiding each other. I still sometimes think if we were in a relationship it would work but then on the flip side I think if it wasn't to work we'd both have so much to lose. I'm sure he must think it to sometimes, we're just so unbelievably comfortable with each other. I actually don't want to date the guy it would be too weird it's just why we keep getting ourselves into this awkward scenario I will never know.

Mr Tall!

You'll never guess who I bumped into earlier this evening.

Only Mr Tall - Read about him here.

Mr Tall was the guy I was dating when I met Flatmate - because Flatmate was Mr Talls Flatmate.

That saga in 2007 seems like so long ago now. I was dating Mr Tall, in dating Mr Tall I met his Flatmate and as Mr Tall got less and less interested in me Flatmate got more and more interested and just ignored the fact he had a girlfriend. CRAZY TIMES.

Anyway, I bumped into Mr Tall, we got chatting and then ended up going for a drink. Turns out he had an on off girlfriend for over 2 and half years and about 2 months ago their relationship ended. It was soooo similar to mine and CDs relationship it was unbelieveable. Actually far too similar because Mr Tall is talking about going off to Canada traveling.

It was really brilliant catching up with him and I think we'll probably catch up again soon. I don't want to go back there really but he still looked just as good as he always did, still just had tall but you could tell he was hurting, he's a bit wounded after his break-up it was sad to see. The one good thing though neither of us mentioned Flatmate. If he'd brought him up I'd have to ask how him and gifty are doing and I'm kind of glad he didn't bring him up.

WoW Whoever thought I'd bump into Mr Tall again, when me and Flatmate stopped our 'relationship/affair' I just assumed that would be it I'll never see either of them again.

It was slightly odd but actually it really was quite good.