Ups and Downs....
I'd like to say this weekend has been good the whole way through but it really hasn't!!! I watched that film and it had me crying the whole way through. It wasn't really the film that was making me cry either it was the fact I was missing Flatmate. However, after the film I took ice-cream and chocolate brownies round to a friends house and we completely endulged ourselves while watching crap tv and funnily enough I felt a heap better.
Today - I haven't had a down day. I went to the pub for lunch with friends and in the car on the way home I realised that I hadn't thought about Flatmate all morning or until that very point I realised I hadn't thought about him. When I got home I again vegged out in front of the tv and distracted my mind. I am however comfort eating to the max and I fear that next week my diet of cereal for breakfast, an apple for lunch and a small dinner with no snacking in between is going to start and that's going to make me irritable and cranky! Yey for alcohol I am not giving that up and ooohh it effects me more on an empty stomach "BONUS".
Player finally contacted me today - a bit late for my weekend visiting him, we got our diaries out tho and I am going to visit him in 3 weekends time. I can't help but wonder what state I'll be in, in 3 weekends time I am hoping a bit of a better state than lately. At least I shouldn't be too grouchy with him and at least it gives me something to look forward too.
I'm off to the pub (again) now. So catch ya later peeps.
*edit edit* p.s I deleted his number off my phone yesterday. I'll still see him online but there is no way I can text or call him. I thought it would be really tough, but when I did it I was thinking rationably! CRAZY STUFF.
posted by Gretta James at 9:45 AM
3 Comments:
Hi, Gretta. I'm not online a whole lot anymore, at least not blogging. I wanted to stop by to see how you were doing. Still full of romantic malaise, I see. I wouldn't have you any other way. :o) Thank you for always checking in with me and leaving comments on my blog. It was enjoyable. . .and you're pretty much a stranger, an overseas entity. The Internet can be positive in so many ways. You've always been a component of that belief. Take care. I'll drop by again.
It sounds like your weekend went pretty well huh? Glad to hear it! I am surprised (in a good way) you deleted his number, then.. if he wants to talk he'll call you! It is 'CRAZY STUFF'! (that made me laugh)
If you see him online, you can just ignore him. Or, do what I do: I block people that I wish to ignore and don't want to see me online.
I'm teaching you all the bad things. Sorry. Tsk... tsk... tsk... shame on me.
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