I'm sad.
I miss him today. I really miss him. Work has been dead and my mind has been occupied with him. I deleted some of the pics I had of him on my work computer thinking that if I delete them I can't look at them but it was so tough. God I miss him.
Venge hun I don't know if I am gona be able to go the whole day without contact - you should be proud of yourself going 4 whole days because it's not easy, it's not easy at all!
posted by Gretta James at 7:49 AM
3 Comments:
Gretta... set a goal and stick to it. Get through today, and then tomorrow see how he is doing. Would probably try and keep it short, but that's up to you :)
It's difficult to stop all communication at once..
Aww... Gretta. I'm sorry to hear that you miss him that badly. You just gotta try to get him out of your mind, dear, if that's even possible. Sigh. I really really know how you feel. I've been through there soooooo many times.
I got an earful from my gf sounding me for calling him 2 days ago when I couldn't stand it anymore. He answered and made everything sound so casual, like he didn't even notice we weren't in contact for DAYS! Sigh.
What I did do to stop myself from contacting him or expecting him to call were:
1) Delete his number from my speed dial.
2) Remove the special ring tone I set for him so that I can identify when he calls.
3) Remove his picture from his profile, so that if he does call, the phone flashes just like any others calling me.
4) Nearly deleted his number from my phone entirely, but I can't because I still need to contact him for work purpose -- that's the complication!
You are strong, babe. You just gotta believe in yourself. But in any case, just do what makes you happy, k? *hugz*
Scotty - I'm not to great at sticking to goals. I really need to find a new focus tho.
Venge - Oh hun, I don't get it, we're lovely why do we keep falling for the wrong guys?
Gretta x
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