All by myself.

It's becoming more common now that on a Thursday I sit all alone in my office, no boss, no colleagues, no project managers, no project co-ordinators, no builders, no support workers... JUST ME.

It's becoming a ritual to have a little cry after my 11am cup of tea because no one can see, because I'm alone in the office.

I don't find Thursdays sad days, but being alone all day at work on a Thursday is just a reminder of how alone I am in my life. It's not a sad day, just a day when I like to release the aloneness I feel inside, while alone, alone inside.