When CD gets CRANKY I get insecure!!!
So, last night CD was extremely tired. I understand why he was tired. Saturday we'd spent the day walking in a forest which was about an hours drive away. Sunday he cooked a roast for me and 3 of our friends, then after lunch we had to go and voluteer giving food to the homeless which is a project he's been involved in for some time, that I used to go with him to until we broke up. Anyway it was the last time that project would run as the charity couldn't fund it anymore, so we went to that, then we had to pop round a couple that CD knows house as he's thinking of renting out his property and moving into his friends as it works out better financially in this day of the credit crunch and then we had to meet up with a group of friends at the local to discuss a week away we have coming up in April.
So all in all our weekend was absolutely manic, and then CD had a sleepless night because he claims he was so tired he couldn't sleep! This meant last night he was one grumpy boy, getting funny about how there isn't any spontaneity in our relationship as time together is always planned. Well you see, time together this week has had to be planned. I have a work meeting on Wednesday night, and I have a work meeting on Thursday night, CD is working a night shift on Thursday night, and going away on a family weekend on Friday. So the only free evening we have this week was last night - which he was cranky on and tonight where we've planned to go to the cinema to watch "he's just not that into you".
I know he was tired and he understands that this week had to be planned, I understand that the flexibility to spontaneous would be great, but when you're juggling bizarre working hours, that's just not always possible. He's scared we'll lose passion like last time - this causes me to be a little insecure. He did promise me he was just tired and that he wasn't having second thoughts, that he understands this week is a busy week, but I dunno when you're juggling late shifts and night shifts, you surely have to be a little bit planned - otherwise how does it work?!
Anyway, I'm very much so looking forward to the cinema tonight and he's text me to tell me he had a good night's sleep, so that's reassuring.
So all in all our weekend was absolutely manic, and then CD had a sleepless night because he claims he was so tired he couldn't sleep! This meant last night he was one grumpy boy, getting funny about how there isn't any spontaneity in our relationship as time together is always planned. Well you see, time together this week has had to be planned. I have a work meeting on Wednesday night, and I have a work meeting on Thursday night, CD is working a night shift on Thursday night, and going away on a family weekend on Friday. So the only free evening we have this week was last night - which he was cranky on and tonight where we've planned to go to the cinema to watch "he's just not that into you".
I know he was tired and he understands that this week had to be planned, I understand that the flexibility to spontaneous would be great, but when you're juggling bizarre working hours, that's just not always possible. He's scared we'll lose passion like last time - this causes me to be a little insecure. He did promise me he was just tired and that he wasn't having second thoughts, that he understands this week is a busy week, but I dunno when you're juggling late shifts and night shifts, you surely have to be a little bit planned - otherwise how does it work?!
Anyway, I'm very much so looking forward to the cinema tonight and he's text me to tell me he had a good night's sleep, so that's reassuring.
posted by Gretta James at 7:58 AM
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