One day..
Last night I sang in the cathedral with that choir I joined, the one that JerkBoy was suppose to join to but left me on my own. It was cool, it was like a goal achieve. I felt proud of myself. Mum, Dad, Aunty, Aunty's bloke, JerkBoy, Musicman, Married Couple, Intellect and Intellect's bloke, and CD!!!! All came to support me..
Afterwards we went to celebrate my 'holy' acheivement with drinking lots of alcohol. CD had the nerve of talking to my mum, completely bigging up my singing ability and how wonderful I was. It really upset my mum, whether I like it or not the break up with CD did effect me, not necessarily him but that fact we'd started planning a future together and getting to grips with a different future to the one I'd been planning was harder than I thought, my mum has seen the fears, the tears, the hurts, and the strains that has caused, and CD being typically CD really upset her. I guess sometimes it's bad to mix family with friends. She just thought CD was insensitive, inconsiderate, and really thought he would have more sense then to sit down and talk with her for that amount of time. Today I have been really upset because I know how upset my mum was - it's a big silly circle.
And in other news I got a phone call today from Pilot who I hear you say?? Well yes I had the same thought the phone call went a little like this..
Pilot: Hi Gretta, It's Pilot...
Gretta: Who?
Pilot: Pilot
Gretta: Who?
Pilot: Your good friend's brother, you know the one who's appartment you have the keys for to look after the hamster....
ok at this point I should tell you, I've actually only seen Pilot once since the night we got it on, and I was with CD, and he was with his girlfriend so we avoided each other completely that night. Phone call continued...
Gretta: Oh Hi..
Pilot: Hi, I'm in the city and bro says I can stay at his place while I'm here, wondered if I could pick up the keys from you...
Gretta: Ahh right that's cool...
We arrange a time to pick up the keys, he's with his mates, I am with my mates, anyway we chat for a bit and I notice his eye contact is just as good as it's ever been, he's just as handsome as he ever was - if not moreso.. I found myself flirting with him, I found myself wanting him, I found myself remembering he now has a girlfriend and put the conversation dead and walked away.
Sometimes... I astound myself!
Afterwards we went to celebrate my 'holy' acheivement with drinking lots of alcohol. CD had the nerve of talking to my mum, completely bigging up my singing ability and how wonderful I was. It really upset my mum, whether I like it or not the break up with CD did effect me, not necessarily him but that fact we'd started planning a future together and getting to grips with a different future to the one I'd been planning was harder than I thought, my mum has seen the fears, the tears, the hurts, and the strains that has caused, and CD being typically CD really upset her. I guess sometimes it's bad to mix family with friends. She just thought CD was insensitive, inconsiderate, and really thought he would have more sense then to sit down and talk with her for that amount of time. Today I have been really upset because I know how upset my mum was - it's a big silly circle.
And in other news I got a phone call today from Pilot who I hear you say?? Well yes I had the same thought the phone call went a little like this..
Pilot: Hi Gretta, It's Pilot...
Gretta: Who?
Pilot: Pilot
Gretta: Who?
Pilot: Your good friend's brother, you know the one who's appartment you have the keys for to look after the hamster....
ok at this point I should tell you, I've actually only seen Pilot once since the night we got it on, and I was with CD, and he was with his girlfriend so we avoided each other completely that night. Phone call continued...
Gretta: Oh Hi..
Pilot: Hi, I'm in the city and bro says I can stay at his place while I'm here, wondered if I could pick up the keys from you...
Gretta: Ahh right that's cool...
We arrange a time to pick up the keys, he's with his mates, I am with my mates, anyway we chat for a bit and I notice his eye contact is just as good as it's ever been, he's just as handsome as he ever was - if not moreso.. I found myself flirting with him, I found myself wanting him, I found myself remembering he now has a girlfriend and put the conversation dead and walked away.
Sometimes... I astound myself!
posted by Gretta James at 2:50 PM
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