Down the pan

This week has been a funny old week.

I've only spoken to Mr Tall today and Wednesday usually we chat a lot more. I've been chatting to his flatmate a fair bit. Mr Tall seemed a little distant this week but he continued talking to me like normal so I assumed there wasn't a problem that was until he double booked his phone date with me. Yep he made plans during "our" time. I'd like to say I am shocked but I am not I have been expecting it for a while and truth be told shocked it didn't happen sooner. I was a little upset that it would have possibly been the last time we get to chat before I go away but he said he's come online for a msn convo the day before I go. I just think that when I get back it's going to be over and if it's not then I will probably end it. I shouldn't have even really let something so silly begin.

Oh and I upset Jerk Boy yesterday. He is busy on a Friday night in general and I am going to see a film. Well apparently he told me he wanted to see this film, and I forgot. So I invited our friends to come along but I knew he was busy so didn't invite him now he was like "if you had told me I would have gotten out of what I had planned and come but I can't now and you know I really wanted to see the film". Well whoops Jerk Boy I am terribly sorry about that. Anyway I text him today with times and said if your plans change come along and he sent me a sarcy text back. I don't know there is no pleasing some people.

OH GOD I am gona go back to being single again.