life just gets better for Gretta (not)

It's certainly been a long time since I blogged here, mainly because everything fell to bits under my feet and really all I have been doing is attempting to put things back together.

I met my someone in real life and his beautiful girlfriend and all I can say is how different people can be in real life. I was glad my someone belong to someone else and yet I am pleased he is a far away friend that I still value.

As for flirty friend, we are no longer friends, in fact he's a jerk and my someone was completely right about him.

Thing is I don't have anyone new, well there is this one guy but there are so many complications there that you don't even want me to go there but put it this way he is so pretty but that's shallow me and boy do I hate shallow me.

I am contemplating leaving everything behind and starting a fresh - doubt I ever will but I do still feel the need.