Men arrgghhh

I find myself frustrated with CD, even though he's been invited out he hasn't come out. This frustrates me, it's like we need to get used to socialising in a group again and he just doesn't come out anymore.

I spoke to him online last night and told him I'm looking forward to when he comes out with the guys again and i'll keep him posted when things are going on and he jsut logged off without saying goodbye.

I'm trying to be his friend here, I'm trying to make thing comfortable for both of us but to be honest.. I don't know why I'm bothering.

In other news my new stilleto brown leather boots arrived and they're to die for. Nothing like a bit of retail therapy.