My Theory..... "The Spell" V "The Power"

I don't get it! I don't.

I wish I did but I don't. I don't understand what I have done that has made Flatmate so obssessed with me but he really is. He's completely sucked in by my powers and I have to say I really like the fact that I have him like a puppet on a string.

I have a theory. I am obviously going to share this theory with you so be prepared.

When I was at school (all those many years ago) my theory began. I came across a girl that we will call sparkily, now sparkily wasn't a particularly attractive girl, in looks or personality to be honest she was a real bitch. She didn't value sisterhood, the girls, the true friends and she'd stab people who made effort with her in the back and soon the girls in my form began to dislike sparkily a lot.

However, the guys, they loved her. No one could really figure out why and this is when my theory came into place. Some girls have what I call "the spell" this is the ability to make any guy they want fall for them, and then basically lead them on completely until the guy is putty in their hands and then outright reject them leaving the guy crushed. Not nice. But Sparkily had it, Sparkily had "the spell".

Since figuring this simple theory out that some girls have it and some girls don't it's made my life fairly easy. For instance since then I have spotted a girl who has "the spell" a mile off and for some reason several have crossed my path. When I was in college I was dating a guy and he left me to pursue a girl who I knew had "the spell" and as predicted she made him finish with me, she led him on and when he went in for the kill she wasn't having none of it and what did he do, he came back to me with his tail between his legs. I foolishly forgave him but I don't plan on ever doing that again, a guy should be wise enough not to get sucked in by a girl who has "the spell".

Now I would have said back then that I have never experienced "casting my spell on someone" for several reasons, I didn't even realise I had "the spell" and even if I did have it I had no idea how to cast it or to make it work. However, when I first met Mr Tall, he fell for me. I didn't use "The Spell" that I am still confused to whether I possess it or not but he fell for me. Yet shortly after falling for me he completely lost interest!!! I am really unsure why that happened but it did. However, I didn't know that during that time Flatmate was admiring me from afar - even tho he had a girlfriend, now Flatmate has fallen it seems for me and I actually reckon that I could do to him what all these girls who possess "the spell" do to their prey, the ones that get poisoned by it. Yet, I don't think I have "the spell" because I didn't intentionally set out purposely to get Flatmate interested. Which is what the girls with "the spell" do. I think it all boils down to insecurity. Anyway, so I think I don't have "the spell" as such but when it comes to Flatmate I most certainly have "THE POWER" and I can understand how these girls feel, when they have someone so caught up in them. It's a great feeling, the question is, if he did leave his girlfriend, would I then reject him outright or would I be true to my word! Is "The Spell" different to "The Power"? or am I just an insecure bitch like sparkily was back when I was at school.

I have no idea who I am anymore, but I am enjoying the journey I am having while trying to find out who I am. Oh and boys, some advice for you, girls with "The Spell" are easy to see when you open your eyes, remember love can sometimes blind you. If you are unsure as a girl mate they can probably tell you straight away. Listen to Gretta now.