Waiting on the world to change.

In taking Scotty's advice I did reply to New Guy's email. Now I'm back waiting for a response. I hate this waiting game.

I haven't seen him for over a week anyway, because he was working away and then visiting his sister, he's working away again this week I think. This is like the slowest try and get to know someone in history of getting to know someone.

Feel like totally giving up.

And Scotty I'm not going to Australia. I should have stayed there when he asked me, even though I miss him at times that ship sailed a long time ago.